If people see me performing improperly, it damages my self-esteem

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nothung wrong with being autistic

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Im sorry -Cres

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even severely so

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I want to kill myself

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damn i wanna die

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The world isn't really that bad of a place, well at least where I live - Hally

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There's nothing for me here

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wait green same

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I'll never achieve anything

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I'm pathetic

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im sure you will

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i keep relapsing bro

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Do you ahve any hobbies

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Doing what? Screwing together tables?

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You’ve already lived through this i think youve achived enough -Cres

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Yeah, I write (poorly) and read (poorly)

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damn

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Don't end yourself before your life is about to get interesting - Hally

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youre writing perfectly fine right now green

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You have better grammar than me -Cres

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I'll never have sex, kiss, befriend interesting people

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Your writing isn't as bad as you think - Hally

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I can't keep up with the world

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The inefficient and dull are left behind

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The weak perish

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Honestly I'm sure many of us aren't ready either - Hally

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Im well behind but i think ill be alr

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After all, school never taught us how to pay taxes - Hally

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It's easy for non-autistics to dismiss my suffering, or minimize it to seem less severe

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I have no possibilities

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Almsot 14 and never dated pretty much everyone i know has has a gf

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No options

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anybody been put thru the trials at 11 and they had to erase all your memories forever

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I'm not a teenager lol

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damn im 14 and relationships made me feel even worse

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I am fucked

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damn

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dont end it

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Failed high school, never went to uni, struggled in the easiest jobs

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