you stay positive

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I want to take a bus to the seaside and start a life there, but I'm just a teen with no money, no job, not even the base education yet -Fen

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being possitive all the time is not possable unless you are a kid

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but I know that as soon as I turn an adult I am leaving this house and country -Fen

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you need a lot money for that red

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Yes

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I know, that's why I'm hoping to get a job as soon as I legally can and save up, hopefully go to college in another country -Fen

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Wake up

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Hello void?

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Earth to void

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Did everyone pull an appa

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I get why my sister left, this country is a shit hole -Fen

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what is the name of that country?

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Lithuania, technically not so bad, but still shit -Fen

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I want to see him again. I want to make him smile. I want to see him move long strands of hair away from his face but i also want to see it messy. Holy fck he's sooo pretty

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I just don't know anymore, I want to forget my childhood, my younger years, just start fresh when I'm transitioned. New name, new number, new life -Fen

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Hello ^-^ - A

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hey A -Fen

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Hi Fen! - A

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how you holding up? -Fen

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I'm alright ig wbu - A

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does anyone have a playlist they listen to i need something to block the thoughts

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pretty shit honestly c': -Fen

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He is such a mystery to me and yet i want to make paintings inspired by his kindness thats warm like a sunrise

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Aww.. sorry to hear :/ - A

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sadly no green, sorry -Fen

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What happened? - A

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lowkey nothing, just with school coming up (literally tomorrow) a lot of stress has been weighing down on me -Fen

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Yeah.. school is always overwhelming and stressful - A

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I just kinda wanna run away, take a bus to the seaside and start a brand new life there, it sounds inviting, but I'm broke + yeah, school -Fen

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I don't blame you lol I was the same way at one point - A

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plus this year we have exams (nmpp, lithuanian stuff) and high school entrance exams and that's so shit tbh -Fen

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technically I have enough money to take the bus ride there, but not quite enough to survive there -Fen

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Once you're out of school.. it's so freeing - A

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in the event of ww3 we'd probably be russia's first targets soooo like yeah -Fen

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Oof! .-. - A

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yee -Fen

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I wonder if he liked the painting i made. Did he smile? Did he touch the rocks i painted to have a raised texture? Did he hang it up to remind him that he deserves nice things.

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man lately it's been so shit 😭-Fen

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like guyzz I might kms /hj -Fen

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