He is such a mystery to me and yet i want to make paintings inspired by his kindness thats warm like a sunrise

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Aww.. sorry to hear :/ - A

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sadly no green, sorry -Fen

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What happened? - A

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lowkey nothing, just with school coming up (literally tomorrow) a lot of stress has been weighing down on me -Fen

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Yeah.. school is always overwhelming and stressful - A

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I just kinda wanna run away, take a bus to the seaside and start a brand new life there, it sounds inviting, but I'm broke + yeah, school -Fen

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I don't blame you lol I was the same way at one point - A

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plus this year we have exams (nmpp, lithuanian stuff) and high school entrance exams and that's so shit tbh -Fen

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technically I have enough money to take the bus ride there, but not quite enough to survive there -Fen

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Once you're out of school.. it's so freeing - A

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in the event of ww3 we'd probably be russia's first targets soooo like yeah -Fen

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Oof! .-. - A

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yee -Fen

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I wonder if he liked the painting i made. Did he smile? Did he touch the rocks i painted to have a raised texture? Did he hang it up to remind him that he deserves nice things.

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man lately it's been so shit 😭-Fen

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like guyzz I might kms /hj -Fen

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Can't believe the weekend is almost over :/ - A

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yeah it really sucks :c -Fen

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Noo Fen!! ;-; - A

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Every time i make a x account it gets banned

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also I just started getting closer to my parents and kinda fixing my relationship with them and now I am required to share my location with them 24/7 so we're back to square 1 -Fen

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Rip - A

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freedom of speech is gone

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but on the bright side I completely dropped smoking -Fen

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Many people believe we live in a democracy, but it is not. It’s a republic.

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That's awesome, Fen! - A

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Our new government will usher in a hybrid republic/empire

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Do your research of Roman times to understand what is to Come

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Welp I might be back later - A

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I get so damn nervous tho. Last time I was there he wasn't even working that night but i was sooo nervous my hands were shaking

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see you later A -Fen

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So, FEN previously says not gonna make it to 16

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Bye Fen - A

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But now says high school entrance exams?

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take care A -Fen

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Highschool starts at 15 for me -Fen

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Hey

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hey purple -Fen

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and even if I'm going to kill myself, I'm required to go to highschool so I'd be in highschool when I'm 16 -Fen

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