i wouldnt be alive without my dad

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What's the most prominent bother from childhood?

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um

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my dad was a narcissistic drunk

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Ah

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and he took advantage of me

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in every way possible

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:(((((

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Oh no..

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the thing is he doesnt even realise what he did was wrong

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What

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hes told my brother that he doesnt understand why i dont speak to him anymore

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like he only remembers the good parts

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or thought i was old enough to get over what he was doing to me on my own

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i was 9

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:/

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when he started assaulting me

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and i was 11 when he started hurting me and humiliating me

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:(((

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and still when i think about it i get scared

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like for a while i couldnt be in the same room as a man for longer than 30 minutes

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i couldnt even go outside

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i never went outside

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i went mute

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he doesnt feel sorry

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nobody feels sorry

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:(

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my friends at the time isolated me from our friend group because i was acting out because of my dad molesting me

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then they started bullying me

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Islam is rich religion. Why are u still being homeless?

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when i stopped going to school he was always home

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Geez..

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how am i supposed to get over it

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or learn how to deal with any of it

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hi guys

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Are you able to see a thwrapist or mental health specialist?

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yes i am

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i have been for the past year

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helloooooo????

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and im getting better its just a lot

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