but i respected myself

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Yellow, you will feel like that until u meet ur next crush

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it hurted me sm when i left

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even now i feel the urge to text him

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ask him how he has been

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I've been talking to this new guy but theres something inside me that cant love him the same way

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The new guy is nice but its not him

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but babe the end would never change

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and everytime I find another guy I always look for his qualities, his looks, his interests in other people

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and if i dont then im not attracted to them

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Might just make a checklist for things I want in a partner and compare people I'm interested in to it sigh...I already do that mentally anyways

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go for it

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Of course no one's perfect but still...to put it more positively maybe should I start the manifesting a partner thing

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I think I will blue

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Is it bad if I feel like a sinking feeling in my stomach when im around a certain person

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i guess so

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Its even harder to forget him because Im a writer, I always write about him

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Like butterflies in my stomach but theyre attacking my stomach and heart

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I want a relationship but idk if i want it with him

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i feel bad saying it

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real

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i feel bad for the new guy im talking to

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Whats he like?

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Hes a nice person but he was also hurt by his ex

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Then be honest with them

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I think hes just using me to fill a void

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Oh no

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which sucks because i do like him

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like a rebound?

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yeah a rebound

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and i get attached way too easily even when i try my hardest not to

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im lonely af so ill pour myself into anyone who gives me a little bit of attention and care

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its pathetic

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I honestly feel the same, im sorry to hear that though

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And thats part of why im confused, idk if i like this guy back or if I just like the attention

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yeah i understand

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i think i just like the attention

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but same goes for him

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Me too honestly

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like were both js hurt ppl trying to fill a void

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