I know hes not a bad person, his mental health makes him do some bad stuff but I've always forgiven him

30828 - 

don't forgive him yellow

63644 - 

don't forget it

63644 - 

if he says you deserve better, sweetheart you do

63644 - 

wow am i invisible

63846 - 

Like he's reliant on it and it has only existed for like a year?

63847 - 

no green

63644 - 

But then again I know someone who's two years older than me and is exactly the same way

63847 - 

i hate how rich people spend their money

63846 - 

Please y'all...why fry our planet trying to search up stuff you can find elsewhere?

63847 - 

my ex was like that too

63644 - 

I dont know how he thinks what he wants its really frustrating and complicated. He says he loves me but for some reason we cant be together. He'll talk to me and act like we're together

30828 - 

Search up stuff using AI I mean

63847 - 

Hi there

63848 - 

stop hurtin yourself

63644 - 

I've been there felt that

63644 - 

I met up with him a few weeks ago. He said '' I was taken by him ''

30828 - 

I cant even love anyone else even if I try to

30828 - 

it's okay yellow

63644 - 

its human tendency

63644 - 

hes my first everything how can i let it go so easily, im not good at letting stuff go

30828 - 

im not either

63644 - 

he was also my first everything

63644 - 

but i respected myself

63644 - 

Yellow, you will feel like that until u meet ur next crush

63848 - 

it hurted me sm when i left

63644 - 

even now i feel the urge to text him

63644 - 

ask him how he has been

63644 - 

I've been talking to this new guy but theres something inside me that cant love him the same way

30828 - 

The new guy is nice but its not him

30828 - 

but babe the end would never change

63644 - 

and everytime I find another guy I always look for his qualities, his looks, his interests in other people

30828 - 

and if i dont then im not attracted to them

30828 - 

Might just make a checklist for things I want in a partner and compare people I'm interested in to it sigh...I already do that mentally anyways

63847 - 

go for it

63848 - 

Of course no one's perfect but still...to put it more positively maybe should I start the manifesting a partner thing

63847 - 

I think I will blue

63847 - 

Is it bad if I feel like a sinking feeling in my stomach when im around a certain person

17979 - 

i guess so

30828 - 

Its even harder to forget him because Im a writer, I always write about him

30828 -