thats a big step

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I'm dead, this is stupid,. But I'm getting testosterone soon, my appointment in in a few days

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i was gonna transition... but im in a kinda homophobic place rn

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Ah

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so if i show up at school with he/they pronouns, id be bullied

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so i guess im still closeted

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I had that issue a few years back, despite not being bullied

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Tennessee

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and i hate when people call me by my deadname

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Its a fucking biohazard its not safe here

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like, they dont know its my deadname, but i hate it

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... Go by a middle name? Possibly. That's what i did.

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blue, isn't the situation ur in basically illegal child abuse? the biohazard house thing. - lilium

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I constantly feel like im being ignored

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Because i would have doed if i had to hear my first name

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If i say im a trans man will i be included?

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im just gonna take a random timeline i found of the ca goldrush nd use it im tired asf -vomitbug

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Trans men are men, you should be

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im pangender so..

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Ive been coming in this chat almost everyday helping people and whenever i vent it goes so quiet and i ask for peoplw to say something and no one knows how to comfort me and

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idec what they call me atp

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I'm not a trans man though, I'm a trans demiboy, not a man. Ah- is that like genderfluid?

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And i dont know if im allowed to be upset by that

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kinda cyan

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i identify as everything

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i lowkey and just human

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am*

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Blue, you are allowed to be upset by thet, it happens to sime people here.

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call me it, call me they, he, she, idk

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I dont relate to other trans men because i love makeup and dresses, i dont want to change my body, but no one accepts me

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We are all human

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blue, thats not right

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well, vs is a lgbtq+ postive szone rn

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I accept you, blue. Being a trans man doesn't mean giving up femininity

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But people tell me ill never fully be a man if i dont want to medically transition

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You don't have to change your body to be trans, there is no 'right way' ti be trans

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They are wrong

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hey, you dont have to change

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my dog died in front of my eyes :/

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you can bind, you can do other things

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