its scary especially because im transmasc -seb

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Im just so sad about it all. We were both okay in the end but im still so horrified about my experience. We were neglected

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i feel like getting pregnant would make me want to kms more -seb

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seb i feel the same.

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im glad you survived jess! -seb

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and im biologically a girl in india so thats very terrifying

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like idk why but i feel like i would be a terrible mother.

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still that mustve been very traumatic -seb

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IM FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE GEETTING MAD AT ME FOR MY HEALTH

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i hope you recover from all the trauma jess. you will be an excellent mother- zayn

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white is so real

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Im just sad that my experience for my first was so terrible and i honestly blame the doctors

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real

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Thanks to you all

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the doctors are def the ones to blame jess -seb

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np jess<3

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were here for you jess <3

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ive been doing EVERYTHING to help myself

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I just don't understand why people carw about what other people do to their own bodies. - Ren

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these meds are pointless

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everything hurts HahHa -seb

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The medicine they put me on to induce me for my labor has a higher chance to cause uterus to rupture with gestational diabetes, they never told me this

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antidepressants are ejther not at all effective or too effective

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And i had diabetes while pregnant

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i can barely wak rn bc i made the mistake of sticking masking tape to the back of ny leg to cover a wound -seb

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jess that mustve been so traumatic but im glad you and the baby are okay now :D

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ioops! -seb

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doctor i feel no difference with all you shots and medications

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my thighs physically burn

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im on antidepressants -seb

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I full on asked them too i said am i having complications, they said no youre fine and just ignored me pretty much

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but thats what i get for relapsing

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i wanna stab my throat so i can end the swelling

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no, dont blame urself! relapsing is part of healing -seb

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ikik

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its ok purple and everyone else im here for anyone who wants to talk

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i miss my bf

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yellow? -seb

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