well im not having muscle spasms! -seb

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im sorry H and A but i cant control my mental nor physical health

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WHATS GOING ON

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glad that its probably not tetanus -seb

63664 - 

shit fuck

63663 - 

accidentally turned capslock on

63663 - 

are you on medication?

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yes

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why did i tape the fucking gauze pad with masking tape -seb

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strawpoll.com/e2naXD8EeyB

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Idk how to talk about what i wanna talk about lol

63665 - 

stay constant taking them and believe in yourself

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polls.io/muybb/vote

63669 - 

same

9849 - 

real

63663 - 

i feel disgusting when i eat -seb

63664 - 

I've been in a spiral for a good while, but i cleaned up my room a bit and changed my blankets.. and worked out a bit.. albeit at three am

63667 - 

seb eating is important

63663 - 

Same, Seb

63667 - 

same red

9849 - 

so dont feel disgusting while doeging smth necessary for survival

63663 - 

i used to be an addict because of my meds.

63662 - 

i wanna vomit it hurts so much im tired of everything

59949 - 

but i dont wanna be fat and unlovable like my dad said -seb

63664 - 

Hey we all need to eat

63665 - 

now eating it feels wrong not eating it feels wrong

63662 - 

Your dad sucks just as much as your mother

63667 - 

His opinion is fucking stupid

63667 - 

hes getting better -seb

63664 - 

Yknow. Years ago, when i was 14 i had an eating disorder myself. Fully recovered now. I look back at it and see it as the biggest mistake of my life

63665 - 

HELP BLUE WHAT

63663 - 

giggled at the love song bit

63663 - 

he isnt as mean anymore -seb

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I think my emotions affect my apppetite

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Still

63667 - 

He shouldn't say that kind of stuff

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