also my mom never taught me how to do chores and she always makes me do them with her while she’s in a bad mood and i end up havign a panic attack and she screams at me

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And when my mom gets mad at me for not working as hard as her she throws things at me and she did that to my sister too but she deserves it -bn

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i feel like a toddler even my mom says things like that

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i have to go see my grandparents tmr😭-mj

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a year ago today i was on here abt to slit my throat abd i waswrotting leters so im having like flahsbacks it’s terrifying like ill see myself bleeding out-aj

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Even though i manage the whole house and do the yardwork it still isn't enough... -bn

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i have arfid and i barely know how to do chores

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That's terrible red

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oh aj ml (ik ur taken i am too but i feel bad) i rlly hope ur doing better now<3-mj

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7th grade was SHIT-aj

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i dont know how help around the house unless i’m walked through in detail step by step

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AGREED-mj

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hai :> - alex

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aw ty its js really hard-aj

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it’s extremely embarassing

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Hope you will be better

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green, i wouldn't expect a kid to know how to do most house work, so i wouldn't feel bad

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yw aj-mj

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im the same way green its nun to be embarrassed of-aj

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hello alex-mj

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I hate myself when my mental health sucks

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It's just not me

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I almost murdered my sister once, and sometimes it's hard to handle those thoughts... I don't want to kill her but I still want her dead -bn

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i think thats what ur name was😭-mj

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bn i think thats a disorder im

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they literally never taught me how to do chores except for them screaming at me while they’re in a bad mood so i cant process anything

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not sure*

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well actually that’s pretty much just my mom haha

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I remember I talked nonsense about others with her

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i kinda wanna die one of the ways kenny does in south park-mj

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my dad is bad but he’s not as bad as my mom

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I even backstabbed my own bsf with her

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that’s horrible green shes such a dick

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do you hate yourself because your mental health sucks or does your mental health suck because you hate yourself? - alex

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She then snitched on me

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im like pulling out my hair im super stressed-aj

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also i really wanna quit ballet idk why but i dread it everyday it’s been that way for like 5 months

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my thighs are dripping blood atm-mj

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my thighs were-aj

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My bsf discover what I've said abt her

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