oh hi

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Hii

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guys i’m so RAD i’m awake past my BEDTIME right now 😏😏

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how do i get some sort of help

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*chuckle*

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like how do i force myself to

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Watch asmr vids

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I did fall asleep

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i feel horrible. i wanted to write about SA in a book that will probably never see the light of day, so i asked people on reddit if i could have tips for handling it properly, and (continued in next)

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as in like about my parents

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and then they basically said i shouldn't try to educate people on it if i haven't expirienced it, and that it shouldn't be used as a side plot (it isn't really a side plot, just not the main one), and

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i feel horrible???

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it wasn't my intention and i still feel really bad

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Wow

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i hate how the messages dissapear so fast i need time to process the words 😭

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Ikrr

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Fr

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i only got a little out of that 😭😭😭😭

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sorry that was a lot im in one of my anxiety attacks where i thinkeveryone hates me im so sorry

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but sad green

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no please dont be sorry

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You're alright?

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this should be a safe place

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Yeah

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dont be sorry for venting that’s literally what this website is for

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i think i am but i can repeat the thingy thing i was trying to say if that'll make it easier

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anyone here?

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ty guys actually

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guys if my dad walks in i’m so cooked

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if your dad walks in?

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No probb

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it’s 1:28 am

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oh, lol

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10:30 for me lol

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so basically i wanted to write about a character expiriencing SA and how they would handle it/ recovery in a book that'll never probably see the light of day

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it’s not a school day or anything, i’m on break rn

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my dad used to walk in and ask me if wanted brownies at like 3am. he didn't sleep through the night very well though

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that’s cool green

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and i asked people on reddit (ik bad idea) for tips on how to handle it

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I don't think it's a bad idea no?

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