it’s extremely embarassing

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Hope you will be better

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green, i wouldn't expect a kid to know how to do most house work, so i wouldn't feel bad

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yw aj-mj

58975 - 

im the same way green its nun to be embarrassed of-aj

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hello alex-mj

58975 - 

I hate myself when my mental health sucks

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It's just not me

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I almost murdered my sister once, and sometimes it's hard to handle those thoughts... I don't want to kill her but I still want her dead -bn

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i think thats what ur name was😭-mj

58975 - 

bn i think thats a disorder im

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they literally never taught me how to do chores except for them screaming at me while they’re in a bad mood so i cant process anything

63631 - 

not sure*

63633 - 

well actually that’s pretty much just my mom haha

63631 - 

I remember I talked nonsense about others with her

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i kinda wanna die one of the ways kenny does in south park-mj

58975 - 

my dad is bad but he’s not as bad as my mom

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I even backstabbed my own bsf with her

60146 - 

that’s horrible green shes such a dick

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do you hate yourself because your mental health sucks or does your mental health suck because you hate yourself? - alex

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She then snitched on me

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im like pulling out my hair im super stressed-aj

63633 - 

also i really wanna quit ballet idk why but i dread it everyday it’s been that way for like 5 months

63631 - 

my thighs are dripping blood atm-mj

58975 - 

my thighs were-aj

63633 - 

My bsf discover what I've said abt her

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why mj? - alex

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my bsf died-aj

63633 - 

and everytime my parents try to make me go i start crying and/or having a panick attack

63631 - 

i relapsed alex-mj

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Sometimes I think I should admit myself to a hospital so I don't try to hurt anyone, but it would break my parents for them to hear that so I've been suppressing it -bn

63632 - 

We then didn't talk for a while

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My Girlfriend just hit me with the "You don't gotta worry about him"... He's her ex.-KW

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my bsf also died-mj

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my mom wont let me quit because she thinks it’s just because i got my period which is stupid as shit

63631 - 

I apologise we're okay again but it's not the same

60146 - 

Im so sorry for you MJ

63635 - 

She no longer made any first move

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It hurts so bad... I don't want to hurt anyone but I can't handle my thoughts anymore -bn

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oh don't do that people care about u mj - alex

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