I don’t want to go back to my family, not after every thing that’s happened. I’ve stopped talking to most of my friends, so it’s not like I can crash at their place or anything.

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Hm, are there homeless shelters?

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I guess that could be my last resort :/

63478 - 

you can live there, and be there why you work and earn money for yourself

63477 - 

That sounds a lot harder than how you put it, purple.

63478 - 

until then, i’d say try to earn and save as much money as you can, but if worse comes to worse then go there

63477 - 

it might be red, but that’s an option, there is no such thing as easy choices.

63477 - 

I’ll try my best but I’m not sure how much I can take from him. He hates me.

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I’m sorry you are going through this red.

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He doesn’t hit me or anything, it’s all verbal. And it’s probably my fault too. I just don’t feel like myseld anymore.

63478 - 

Verbal can be verbal abuse

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And it is not your fault.

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I’ve been with him for 2 years at this point. I met him during my first year of college.

63478 - 

I’ve stayed either because I thought it would get better or subconciously believe this is what I deserve.

63478 - 

It’s pathetic. I’m the same way with the ppl I choose to be friends with.

63478 - 

You deserve better, nobody deserves to be treated poorly

63477 - 

im tired

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hellooo

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Hi green

63477 - 

Maybe try to nap green

63477 - 

hello?

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I feel like telling my doctor about my toxic home but would she inform the child protective services

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Hi cyan

63477 - 

Things have never worked out, it’s like I’m stuck in this cycle. I genuinely believe I am a person that does not deserve genuine connection with others.

63478 - 

That’s a good thing coral

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bc I dont feel at home i cant go bathroom either

55125 - 

You’d be free

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I'm always rushed and I have to set like a timer😭

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You do deserve to be happy red

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i mean, yeah i understand thag coral

63477 - 

I understand how you feel, orange. Talk to trusted adults and they will set you up with resources. If not CPS, then counseling.

63478 - 

would they inform my mom

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she's bad

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and i dont want them telling her

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No, they wouldnt

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i been talking to sm on discord and they said i should tell cps

55125 - 

but i got second thoughts

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and i haven't done it yet

55125 - 

You probably should

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im scared bc I been in the system alr and it was hell

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