Gradually, so that no one notices

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I’m just fat and unworthy of food

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Might be a harsh question but do you have an ed?

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ill take that as a "most likely"

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Nope

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what color am i

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I haven’t had eds

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although you probably know yourself better than i do

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oh red

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Id suggest calling an eating disorder hotline

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Actually never been diagnosed

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Even if you dont identify as having an ed

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I know, but still

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Humans aren't meant to understand death. It's a concept beyond us

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What youre talking about seems pretty serious

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I feel like I am not worthy of being alive

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Not eating can cause more problems than good when it comes to weight loss

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And can even make you gain more weight

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I’m just fat

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are you able to access any sort of therapy/counseling cyan?

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Nope

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do you think youd be comfortable with calling a hotline?

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No

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Whether thats a distress line, ED line, suicide hotline

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okay

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Sorry for all the questions but this seems prettu serious and i want to help

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No it’s okay, I appreciate it

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Did you answer the question about support

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Yeah, I have no access and I’m not comfortable

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no the one about a support system like people to help/comfort you through this such as family/chosen family/friends

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Nope

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My friends are always with my ex who was abusive

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My mother is my only close family and she isn’t really understanding

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and i assume nobody knows about your suicidal ideation/problems with eating?

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My friends know, they just don’t give a shit I suppose

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you need better friends dawg

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Yeah

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you also need to stand up for yourself

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do you like being around your friends?

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I don’t dare to

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