I'm actually starting to get angry with myself

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I feel that

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I've been procrastinating, and i haven't got anything done

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I want to improve a lot of things, i spent the entirety of last year bed rotting, and watching youtube all day, waking up and going to bed late.

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I'm so fucking pissed off at this point. I'm thinking about this guy so much i feel all these fucking.. feelings. So damn stupid

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same, I've been doing the same thing

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I want to be productive, but i just can't do it

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I am just so sick and tired of being on a screen all day long, but its so hard, ive been struggling with the addiction on and off, ive done everything to help and yet nothing seems to be working.

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I want to knaw at my fucking wrist with my teeth how fucking...hfhfhejsjjwiehfhfhd fuck!!!!

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Honestly, I want to get off my screen, but whenever i do, the thoughts i tired to avoid would show up.

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This screen serves as a distraction for me tbh

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Same, im using it as an unhealthy form of escapism.

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I feel you

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There are so many hobbies I wanna pick up, I want to Journal, Read more, craft etc.

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These dumbass feelings.. like.. i want to hold his face in my hand softly. Wtf is this fucking crushing am i seriously having a fuckin crush

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and im getting bored of this thing, it no longer is fun to be on for me but for some reason I can’t quit.

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Same, i planned on doing all those too, but it all remained as a plan

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I want to engage in outdoors activities, but my social anxiety won't be able to handle it

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I understand that must be tough.

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I don’t wanna keep reliving the same day, doing the exact same thing.

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yet that keeps happening.

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True, I'm tired of doing the same thing over and over again

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I want to do something new and fun

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I shouldn't be feeling this way about him. I'm terrified of the feeling being reciprocated because I'm such rotten fucking work.

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Same.

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I wanna goon so bad

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I wish i was a boy

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Hopefully I am going to get a new therapist to help me.

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but for right now, I’m stuck.

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You went to therapy before?

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Yes.

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Did it help?

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My past relationship had so much verbal abuse i don't even see myself worthy of any kind of affection

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hello

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anyone here

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a wasteland

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she wasn’t able to help me.

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nevermind

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Ohh

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and suggested I get In person Therapy.

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