what am i supposed to do when i dont feel safe enough to tell the truth?

51976 - 

you need to talk to them

63475 - 

Basically about how I won’t bother if he isn’t staying

63476 - 

blue what happened exactly

47710 - 

and maybe he is hurt because he trusts me

63476 - 

HELP, I JUST REALISED YALL WERE REFFERING TO ME WHEN YOU SAY CORAL

63473 - 

IM so slow

63473 - 

how do I explain the fact that I have severe trust issues that are borderline paranoia

63476 - 

but yh, what happened blue?

63473 - 

NAH CORAL ITS FINE,i see myself as cyan so i was like wtf whos green

47710 - 

NO BUT UR ORANGE ON MY SCREEN IS IT CORAL

63475 - 

And though I do value and trust him

63476 - 

I have a bunch of assingments due the 6th and my mom keeps making me get unmovitivated to do any of it so i keep lying to her so that she wont yell at me

51976 - 

I can’t open up

63476 - 

WHAT DO I DO

63476 - 

that soooo real blue

63473 - 

ive been there blue

63475 - 

well blue will she know if you dont get em done

47710 - 

i hve an exam in 5 days bro i should study but here i am

47710 - 

yeah shes going to contact my teachers monday

51976 - 

goo study green

63475 - 

I feel like he is faking the niceness now because of how I panicked

63476 - 

Are y’all even reading this?!?!

63476 - 

im crashing out i do NOT want to be writing this report

57549 - 

yh yelllow

63473 - 

im reading sorry

63475 - 

What do I do???

63476 - 

then honestly,say you were feeling sick blue,you gotta tell the truth

47710 - 

He seems pretty hurt and I feel shit

63476 - 

i feel like being upfront

63473 - 

but u said he was just acting nice right?

63475 - 

ik it sucks af

63473 - 

How do I explain it to him

63476 - 

i am sick, i was puking for 2 days and still doing my work

51976 - 

i could manipulation

63475 - 

but get it over and done with tbh

63473 - 

yellow,just say whatever you're feeling to him,say what you aid was an accident but communication is key

47710 - 

Damn sure he loves that boundary

63476 - 

blue,you need to tell her the truth,she'll find out ether way

47710 - 

It is so weird bc I can’t explain to him why I see him as a true friend without hurting his feelings ( he has a crush on me )

63476 -