He probably doesn't regret it i wish i knew what he was thinking

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my headphones dies thirty minutes in to my nap -seb

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My mom did nothing wrong, she was really kind to everyone. So why did she have to go through all of those?

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new years eve was a regular day for me-shay

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and loud -seb

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it was so loud -seb

63385 - 

I hate christmas

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She doesn't deserve any of that pain

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I hate most holidays

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and my parents all they did was tell me how pretty the fireworks are -seb

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And my birthday

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sometimes i spiral and sob wishing my parents loved me and feeling like everything was my fault but most days i’ve learnt to block it out enough to feel like i don’t care

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19th of august

61959 - 

My birthday is more for my cousins

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I wish there was a visiting time in heaven

62025 - 

I wish i didn't have to parent so young

63389 - 

everyone always gets sick over my birthday -seb

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My cousins live 2 hours away

61959 - 

At the closest

61959 - 

I wish i hated myself less.

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and i never get to do what i want -seb

63385 - 

starting to very much care about what’ll happen when my parents find these new scars

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never -seb

63385 - 

im confused-shay

59457 - 

i feel hopeless, i feel like there is no way out

63390 - 

what are we even talking about-shay

59457 - 

What country yall from?

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I feel you, white

62025 - 

My friends has it worse maybe im just overreacting

63389 - 

it was worth it in the moment

49443 - 

i feel like we're just venting -seb

63385 - 

oh kk-shay

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You're not overreacting green

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all i do i reopen old wounds, that way my parents dont suspect anything -seb

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I wish i could help them but i can barely help myself

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and i still get to bleed like i deserve -seb

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Seb, hi-meg

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Why is life putting me in a lot of battles, I aint a soldier

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I know ive been kinda positive this whole time but is it ok if i break my vibes for a sec to vent?

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hi meg -seb

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