"everything to end" using suicide is somehow a superficial idea to me, like..whats after death? i'll leave but the pain i'll leave to my mother would be even worse to the point she could die from it

63390 - 

i almost want my mom to hurt -seb

63385 - 

The thing is...people use others as an excuse -K

63402 - 

Aaah im having fuckimg flahsbakc

61959 - 

Fuck

61959 - 

I remember the time I went too deep, K.

63214 - 

sometimes i think about it because i feel no body cares about me , thats why i punish myself with food until i almost die, i want to feel cared for

63390 - 

Too mcuh detail

61959 - 

I don't kill myself because I am scared of the what ifs, I fear the light lights out. Using peoples pain is a cop out. -K

63402 - 

IM GOING TO TEAR MY FUCKING FACE OFF -seb

63385 - 

I HATE IT SO MUCH -seb

63385 - 

I nicked a vein, and had a steady stream of blood coming out for 45 minutes

63214 - 

I almost passed out from it.

63214 - 

I HATE MY FACE -seb

63385 - 

1 fucking 5.56 and a man's skull gets a pencil eraser sized hole strsight through their brain

61959 - 

I want help so badly but I fear it all. -K

63402 - 

I HATE HATE HATE IT -seb

63385 - 

7.62 and chunks fly

61959 - 

I have severe anxiety but I think I have a paranoia disorder. I fear fucking everything in this world. I have no social life. -k

63402 - 

i'm back - adrian

63400 - 

Hello -Radio

63403 - 

Hey Radio - Adrian

63400 - 

kill me painfully and tear me apart so i may escape my own personal hell -seb

63385 - 

.50 and say goodbye

61959 - 

Hi Adrian -Radio

63403 - 

Can you folks still see me?

63214 - 

rip out ny organs as i scream -seb

63385 - 

Hey radio -K

63402 - 

Yeah we can see you - Adrian

63400 - 

We see you purple. -K

63402 - 

Hru, I don’t think I’ve met you before -Radio

63403 - 

pull out all of my teeth and make me swallow them -seb

63385 - 

i fear to reach out for people when im at my lowest , im honestly so so tired of it

63390 - 

Im having a mental breakdown

61959 - 

Ah, perfect. - Ei

63214 - 

I am tired. - Adrian

63400 - 

because if i cannot torture myself then i want others to help me do so -seb

63385 - 

Oh sorry -Radio

63403 - 

Im going to scrub my face off

61959 - 

It's ok. - Adrian

63400 -