but i let this lady hug me and vent to me

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grown woman with me a 16 year old

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i let her vent to me

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and hug me

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even though i didnt want to

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yeah?

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and it just makes me feel like how i did with my dad

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what happened?

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like i felt that feeling again

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i thought i was stronger

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and i hate that i couldnt leave my aunties bedroom for the whole party

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which reminds me of my dad again

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because hes the reason i stopped being comfortable with people ive known my whole life

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Same, it just i wasnt able to paint myself as a heroine this time

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I'm sorry I couldnt sooth you

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I think afterall the changes, let me just use this platform

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Using my imagination do'nt work

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but if they really couldnt see it.

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being able to give that attention feel so nice

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and reassuring given the circumstances

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But it's short lived.

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whats up gang

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I just thing

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think

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sussy among us

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that saying this things to him, when in fact he doesnt feel the same

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you are not sigma

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skibiki toilet

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you want someone who's a sigma?

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yes

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tesak?

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like her?

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like tesak

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true sigma male

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Okay, then. I am not sigma

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Sorry.

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its ok bro

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no sigma = not mentally strong

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we all have our struggles

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yeah

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