and my mom is 8 years sober so like she goes to meetings every day and every single time we argue i feel like shes going to stop being sober

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or feel oddly weird

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Doggy dick rapisthere

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so when i moved randomly i realized i didnt know how to do a lot of things like cook or clean or anything because i didnt really was teached these things

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so it causes a lot of issues with my family because im only 13 and i'm still learning

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but today my mom wanted to take us to the meeting she was hosting because its christmas right and we all get ready they say we are leaving at 340 its 341 and i grab my shoes right

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and they are all yelling saying they leaving without me and im like damn okay but then they open the door and let me through

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being a teenager

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Yellowz she's gonna expose her boobs if she gets drunk

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is wayy worse than i though

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and i just start crying because 30 mins before this i heard my mom on the phone explaining that i ruin her day everday and she hates me

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and she thought i couldnt hear her

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so we get to the meeting and i feel like shit because i refuse to leave the house without my makeup done bc you know insecurities and it gives me so much anxiety but isnt that serious so i thug it out

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damn yellow

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yellow it is serious

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when my mom talks my head spins

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and i lose energy

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seriously

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and then im thugging it out right still crying bc im a crybaby and then my parents are screaming at me saying that the only reason they fight is because of me

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like dont bring me into this

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what the fuckk

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they are blaming you

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for what

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andd then they go inside the meeting hall and im in the car crying and about 10 mins later my dad comes out and hes like im bringing you home and im like ok whatever

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they made you

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how is yourfault

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lmao

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yeah w dad man

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i feel like your mom hates herself

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so she self projects on you

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then he screamss at me the whole way saying i need to take responsibility for them fighting and that i dont have enough life expierience to know how bad stress can be

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like hello i got abused and many other things i think i recieved the pinnacle of stress

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i feel for u yell

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im rk fyi

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ive been in this group for awhile

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u are what

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??

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rk

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my nickname

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just my intials

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