and its draining xd

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fucking tired of living in my head xd

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crazy its a bit over a decade now since her death xd

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or like at least, I really want you to be happy man. I just hated the fact that you go over my privacy.

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hmm yeah

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a fucking decade and what a fucking waste xd

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years gone i cant get the time back xd

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I hope we can understand each other. :((

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yeah

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and theres no time left anyway xd

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I understand

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:(((

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would be nice to get cancer or some shit :/ xd

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It feels daunting aint it. to think thre's no time left

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i dont want time i think i had enough time xd

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im sick of this shit xd

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just want to get it over with xd

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theres nothing i look forward to xd

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other than death xd

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fr this is enough existing for me xd

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i just want my peace xd

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hey xd?

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what xd

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I really think that you can still look forward unto something

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i dont want to look forward to anything xd

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or at least you still have your present to enjoy

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maybe i dont want the present either xd

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just stuck in a stupid fucking cycle watching shit going to shit :p xd

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then, you can do present. I don't want you offing yourself at this point

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you watch people in the toilets shitting?

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offing sounds nice just messy xd

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i hate how disordered i am i want to fucking kill myself

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i dont watch that shit wtf xd

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noo

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hahaha

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dude like after 20s you are just ageing xd

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your body is decomposing literally decaying each year xd

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its over xd

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so good times are over for me and from beginning to now its wasted xd

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:/ xd

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