i dont want to look forward to anything xd

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or at least you still have your present to enjoy

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maybe i dont want the present either xd

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just stuck in a stupid fucking cycle watching shit going to shit :p xd

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then, you can do present. I don't want you offing yourself at this point

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you watch people in the toilets shitting?

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offing sounds nice just messy xd

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i hate how disordered i am i want to fucking kill myself

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i dont watch that shit wtf xd

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noo

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hahaha

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dude like after 20s you are just ageing xd

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your body is decomposing literally decaying each year xd

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its over xd

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so good times are over for me and from beginning to now its wasted xd

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:/ xd

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its a pretty day though xd

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all for the same end xd

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Hi

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4:28pm xd

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Im having a panic attack over my phobia of vomit mu stomach hurts im scared

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gross xd

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why fear throwing up man xd

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I dokt know

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Trauma whej i was younger

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last time i threw up i think i was either drunk or had food poisoning xd

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oh yeah it was anxiety xd

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that was a first xd

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Yeah makes sense, throwing up is uncommon unless like a bug or drunk or food poisoning and i dont think i have anu of those but aaah

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i prolly thrown up less than 15 times in my life and im 27 and a half almost xd

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yeah

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its uncommon so i shouldnt be worried

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why are you even thinking of throw up man :p xd

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stomach hurts super bad

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paranoia is nwo gettign tje best of me

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you hungry or some shit xd

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maybe food poisoning LMFAO or constipation xd

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oh fuuuuuuuck

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appendicitis xd

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could be some kinda gas issue in them pipes xd

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