i don't feel enough. i can still do better, and i try to be better. but it rots away at me. -karoshi

57585 - 

its better if you stay single because if you self deprecate so much it wont hurt only yourself anymore and they'll have to keep comforting you

60737 - 

yeah i am but im having mixed feelings i am not a bad person i have no intention of breaking anyones heart

60741 - 

I want to drink more to sleep more

60736 - 

but weve been together 3 years

60741 - 

you don't need to be better you just need to be you karoshi- alex

60734 - 

maybe if i just killed myself id never have to hurt anybody anymore

60741 - 

who am i anymore? -karoshi

57585 - 

its better to strive to heal so you can be happy with only yourself as much as with others

60737 - 

etc

60737 - 

Im sorry

60736 - 

im just a fucking teenager, spending their useless time as a little "girl". -karoshi

57585 - 

In sorry doesnt fix a thing

60736 - 

good question karoshi. I wouldnt know the answer to that - alex

60734 - 

I will be here

60736 - 

Im sorry im sorry

60736 - 

i don't know myself. -karoshi

57585 - 

so i should just leave?? its gonna break his heart and he wants us to get through my trauma together but i just feel like i just cant

60741 - 

I will be reincarnated as a slug

60736 - 

ive started starving myself to see where it goes

60741 - 

well, from what I've seen you're pretty awesome karoshi - alex

60734 - 

I have been terrible

60736 - 

yeah def leave

60737 - 

i wanna name bomb since my ex gf breaking up with me was the start of me slipping up. -karoshi

57585 - 

I should die.

60736 - 

i want to bring up shaving my head to my mom but i feel like id be outing myself

60737 - 

yeah breakups can suck karoshi but it'll get better - alex

60734 - 

Emma hurt me. She was my reason to keep living, my everything in this judging world. now she is gone, and i can't see the light anymore. -karoshi

57585 - 

She hurt me. -karoshi

57585 - 

i stay because i think i love him right? despite everything i just dont feel like id find better and hed throw shade at my name

60741 - 

just like everyone does

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GUYS WHY US THIS HAPPENEING TO ME

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pf all people

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i dont know if i do

60741 - 

if hed throw shade at u for leaving u should really just leave cause who knows if hes not already throwing shade at u

60737 - 

LIKE DID I NOT SISYPHUS THIS PUR ENOGH

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