probably because i always used pills

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but tomorrow im finally going to stop leaving it up to'fate' or whatever

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i dont matter anyways

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nobody can even remember my name

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my head is shaped like a fucking box, and i look disgusting

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my classmate just did a rape joke

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i do not deserve to continue living.

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man

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im ugly

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and i can tell you

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everyone i love has left me, and i am only the "abused becomes abuser" steryotype

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looks dont mater

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ive tried to fight it, ive tried to et better

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looks matter, cyan

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theyre all that matter

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nah

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nobody cares about my personality or my heart, and the only one who truly loved me left me

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and i dont even blame him

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what matters is personality man

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im a monster

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u are probably not

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why do you hate yourself so much?

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if you knew the thoughts in my head

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I love him so damn much it fucking hurts. He has no idea that I never actually got over him. He has no idea I cry over the thought of him loving someone more than me. This sucks.

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the things ive come so close to

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same purple

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i almost killed my mother

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wait what

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how?

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like, really i almost stabbed her

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she was absuing me and i honestly couldnt have cared less f she was

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you should talk to a therapist...

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but she hit my little brother

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and i kinda lost it

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i mean

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shes alive, i never attaced her

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but i was so close to it

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its natural to hate an abuser

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and honestly? if i had the chance, i wouldnt hesitate this time

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she touched kids in multiple ways, and she works as an elementary shool teacher

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