blue, mother fuckers love to be a mother fucker, regardless it is a dad or mom

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anyone can fuck and be a parent

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even though i know i have people in my circle, i'm also fully aware that nothing is permanent so my mind is stuck on that and only that. that nothing is permanent

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and mother fuckers love having respect that they absolutely don't deserve

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blue, you need to kill your father off of your mind, pretend he is already dead.

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because he might as well be dead to you.

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which is made worse by the fact that my father claims that he would never kick me out one day just to be like "whoops lol i lied, you fuck up then ur out" the other

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I guess we all venting so I'll vent too

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breh I am a FUCKING FAILURE

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god i wish i could. like do you know how freeing it would be if i had no family to pull me back from living the life i want to live

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no you're not purple

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blue, you absolutely can.

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blue, imagine your father as a dead corpse and all he is is a haunted spirit bothering you for the time being.

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keep imagining that, and he will be dead to you.

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loll that haunted spirit is the only thing keeping me from being homeless tho

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sure

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but just kill him off of your mind

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for your own peace.

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back chat. -karoshi

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ykw maybe that would wwork

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welcome back red

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blue, I know it works.

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because I did the same with my mom who assaulted me physically, sexually, etc

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I see her as a dead corpse

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god, i dont like my moms tone of voice. she sounds so mad and pissy when she critics me. -karoshi

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she's for all intents and purposes dead to me and means nothing to me

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my dad likes to make stupid remarks, -karoshi

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and everything else is the same. -karoshi

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red, you will inherit all of your parents domineering qualities

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school, teachers, peers, trolls. -karoshi

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that's fucked up that ur mom did that to you and i'm so sorry you went thru that purple

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it's just matter of time

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ugh. -karoshi

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domineering qualities? -karoshi

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ye, like how you said your mom can talk others down and be in control of situations etc

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you'll learn it in your adulthood and it'll be natural

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its how we cope with trauma

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I can with ease do what my mom did to me but infinitely worse right back. if I wished it.

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she is like making remarks about anything that she doesn't like. -karoshi

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