She just looks for excuses to yell at me

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Barges into my room asking me questions till I get one wrong and then she's onto me

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Here is something I don't get. Why do doctors say I am healthy but I don't feel healthy? My head is bothering me and no one is helping me but myself I guess that is the key to get better

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yall i gtg teacher said to close laptops i love yall-mj

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It annoys me a lot

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Bye Michael Jackson

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She won't even let me lock my door and ik this is all very petty

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tiny.cc/sc51001

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oh cyan that sucks- misty

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It used to be worse, I mean, she would hit me a lot

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hi :D

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ima go guys bye love yall- misty

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She kept screenshots of my chats with my friend online then hit me for it

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shorturl.at/Jkz54

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im scared if i go to sleep, ill have a seizure or someone will try to kill me, yes i know that kinda crazy

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Bye misty

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are yu fine rn cyan?

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yeah Cyan u okay?

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i want it to hurt so bad that everyone would pity how i died and mourn about the person that they hated so much

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me or cyan?

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My mother's only stopped hitting me now cause I'm more than capable of self defense against her

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hii -sukii

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Of course my father can still hit me

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But my mother is the one I'm pissed off at

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Despite everything

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I never hit my mother

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tiny.cc/sc51001

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My body reflexively tries to hit her back

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i want to get thrown down the school stairs by my classmates so when i die it is their fault and they will be so sad and so shocked they wont forget what they did

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But *I* stop myself

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And then she claims I am torturing her

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And I have to apologize to her

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I hate apologizing to her

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My father just passes it off as, "That's just who she is"

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i want them to break every bone in my body just so i could be pitied. i want to fucking die because of them so they are the ones responsible

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But I don't get the same leeway

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It makes me so angry

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i want them to feel the dread every moment in their life so much so they will never be able to feel hatred towards me again

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When I was maybe 10, I did not maintain a notebook for a whole school year

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are u hurt cyan?

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