they left me on read, and didn't even answer after that whole thing, and now im just having a panic attack alone <3

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Kapoyyy haist.. napabaleqala ko na health ko

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Haist

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oh dang, im sorry about that, man, i hope you can find someone who can make you feel better :( -🍭

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I'm scared they've unfriended me for good, and I'll loose a good friendship that I had,

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Oh well.

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I wanna have friends kaso i get...

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Ngaa if kapoy ks.a usto mo nlng nga magpahuway

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friendships are hard to give up, and you can stikll care about that person, but also, if they arent a good friend, then loosing them will end better for you -🍭

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I'm trying so hard to be perfect for them, but they always find a little thing that annoys them with me, but im scared to not have them as my friend

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because what if I can never find a friend who's the same or better.

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what if I'm just alone, forever, because of one dumb mistake.

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Cguro kay amo na akooo *haissttt*

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they dont even seem to care that they worried me

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you wont be alone! i promise! everyone makes mistakes, its apart of life! -🍭

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it feels like they just dont care about me, when I care about them.

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maybe im just being crazy

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if they dont care about you, then theyre not a good friend -🍭

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or im just being a bad friend in a way I can't understand

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yeah, I guess. but I never see the ways they try to include me in stuff

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and im always scared im annoying them

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If i take on a part time role...

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or their friends, or anything

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Heyy, youre in

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at this point I'm honestly wondering if I should go to a therapis

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its not your fault green, if they arent taking the time to include you in things, its their fault, im sure your a great person -🍭

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Bit like if I was being told that.. i would want to but in all honesty?

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I appreciate that, I just dont know how to feel better, or who to talk to about it.

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Im way too overwhelmed to do so.

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I don't want to tell my parents about it, I can't tell any other friends about it until they get online, i dont know

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and I feel like I need to talk to someone who's close to me

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i may not be close to you, or even know you! but i will always listen <3 -🍭

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thanks, that makes me feel a little better, but still. I don't know whats going to happen if I just stop apologizing to them, because if I don't stop, then what if they don't want to be my friend

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But in reality it requires both understnading at how you support each other i guess the softness then settles in

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Makes it much more bearable.

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I honestly just need somebody that I can hug and cry with, but my family is all asleep, and I don't have any real life friends that understand the situation

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if they dont want to be your friend, then its their loss -🍭

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that makes sense, but I just dont know where to go from here.

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I want to apologize, and make it all better, but they just didnt answer.

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dang, im sorry, i feel like that too at times -🍭

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