and my freinds are always talking abt how im gay or im the gay one in the group for like 2-3 years and that was before i though i was even gay

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i am so tired of school and life and everything basically - lottie

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oh hello

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helloooo - lottie

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Do you feel comfortable with them saying that?

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but now im realising ive never rlly felt that type of love "so what"

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You know yourself best blue, you are free to feel and like however you want

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and my freinds saying that i dont rlly care bcuz its happend so many times and i dont even care anymore but again i think "am i even gay?"

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the workload is actually crazyyyy. im so physically and mentally exhausted. ive pulled too many all nighters doing schoolwork and studying for exams - lottie

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highschool isnt what i thought it'd be - lottie

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Well sexuality is fluid but if you don't want to think about any further, you don't have to either

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youve easily got more work than me cyan

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*it

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aaa

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but like honestly all im hoping for is the christmas break - lottie

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Why not go with the flow? I don't think much about romance but sometimes I just think "oh I like this person" and go on with my day like that's enough for me

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idk how long i can hold out for w/o crashing out completely -lottie

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but they joke abt it and im like "am i freinds with the wrong people or am i just ovver reacting

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rn i really wish my younger brother was older cause then my family could move away from here for a bit

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If that kind of speculation makes you feel uncomfortable then they are not friends because friends shouldn't make you feel uncomfortable

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And to be honest I think that speculation makes most people feel uncomfortable

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is it bad to say that i kinda wish my family moved to the us

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and my freind is so weird like hes so nice and then he just somehow doesnt know the meaniing ofwords like

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omg all i want is to rest but i cant even do that rn - lottie

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even though its got way way more problems than here

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Can you talk to him about it? He could be insensitive or maybe he doesn't understand how his words make you feel

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The US sure does have its problems...

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im to lazy to type lots rn

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That's okay, just rest

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tired/lazy

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plus since im still young what would they think of me " i want to be trans"

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idk

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i dont want to be a man and i dont want to be a woman

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everyone i know fucking sucks

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You can transition any time, but you also don't have to be either

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wth does my mind think

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Nonbinary?

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id rather be murdered than have to spend anoher year with these people

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see i dont want to transition but i dont want to stay a man

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Then don't do either

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