guess not

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idk what he expected, i am mentally ill, im not depressed like he is, i got shi on my head like a chip, eating my brain n soul every single moment

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hello

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hi cyan

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even tho im diagnosed w nun im fucked up

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n he gets mad at me for shi

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im depressed rn

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we both fucked up ik but bfr

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i got so much schoolwork stacking up

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all i wanted was to not hurt him the first time we met

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my dog wont shut up

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n he didnt give a fuck

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and some other things as well with my BDD

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im so angry i wanna throw up

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Also, things not going well with this girl

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so angry my head hurts

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i hate him so much

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she sends too many mixed signals

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thats no good cyan

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its not

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i really dont know how she feels

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mfkdmskn gosh im so fucking masd

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i wnna see blood idk

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im pretty sure she does not like me but

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but i cant rn

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sometimes things she does

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we hadnt really spoken for ages

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but she messaged the other day asking what i was doing after a party

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the party was ok

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but i think she said something to her friends

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if she really liked u

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or to someone

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you would know

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because they were all asking me about her

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and whats going on between us

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maybe shes a player so b careful

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yeah

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i would try w someone whos giving me mixed signals

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it ws the worst shi

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well her friends seem to think that she likes me

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