but i still feel like

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im a terrible person, and not deserving of anyones love

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because of how much of a failure i am

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my dad makes fun of me for expressing my feelings sometimes

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i want to do it at this point

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because hes been mocking me about it

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i dont know why hes doing this to me

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why is he so sadistic?

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cause he’s an asshole

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but others dont think that

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my mom doesnt

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deserves a few punches to the face

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my friends dont

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i wish

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but hes unfortunately not a weak guy

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i wish i could just strangle him sometimes

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everyone thinks my dad is a really good man

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but he’s a monster really

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same here

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they dont know a single thing about him

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but they can easily see it

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i don’t care what others think

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i can see the red flags in his every interaction

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maybe thats my problem

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i care what others think

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but if i dont

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i wont get into college

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they weren’t the one being beaten half unconscious, denied food, shouted at, strangled, insulted

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so what they think about him doesn’t matter

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every person he interacts with is being gaslit and manipulated is the thing

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they just don’t see it

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i am sorry that people have not seen the terrible person your dad is

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