I like the tingle

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My entire life at that moment was so filled with anxiety thinking "will my parents know?" "Are they disappointed in me?" In which I told you but you just told me to not mind it

8357 - 

Same Lmao

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Ig

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saying that our relationship should prove them wrong

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Reading through my journal from a year ago and hoooolllyyy shit i was so much worse back then. I didnt even realize

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It was so scary, and traumatizing, my dad threatened to leave my mum said all because I liked that guy, I was so stupid why did I have to be such a disgusting horny prick to even be with that guy w

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i dont know if im happy about the improvment or upset about it honestly. I kinda feel like i lost part of myself

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Uugghhh my god is he on that site hahahahha

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DRIZZY 🤣‼️‼️

57898 - 

Ocean eyes where

53606 - 

I love ready old notes i passed around through class from like 3rd 4th 5th grade, I have a full bag of them

57888 - 

was I that desperate for love? Even if I hate him now, why do I still think of him a lot, and why do I feel jealous that he's finally happy with someone new

8357 - 

Idk ive been mentally ill my entire life but i think im getting better. I just wish i had people in real life to talk to without wanting to die

51465 - 

I'm happy for them because he's finally changed, but the damage he dealt to me still hasn't left

8357 - 

Sometimes u need to stop digging lol a person can change from a year ago

53606 - 

Scratching my coochie

57898 - 

Or from 4 months ago

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Lmao

57888 - 

tell me why im at fucking school saturday morning

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now I don't know whether I will ever change from my old habits, I don't want to live in spite because of him, I want to get him out of my mind, the memories of the past haunt me so much

8357 - 

I'm a bad bitch suck some dick

57898 - 

I didn't deserve to be mentally abused by some prick who thought loved me, it was my FIRST relationship and I was his 6th and I was just made as a pawn, now he lives happily with his girlfriend

8357 - 

Some people are just so deranged that even if u help them they are just fcking hopeless sigh

53606 - 

which I am happy for but fucking shit stay tf away from me

8357 - 

Truee

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just know he'll get what he deserves, you reap what you sow lmaoo

50752 - 

What happened coral if i may ask?

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I don't know what to do in order to get rid of these weird feelings, is it anger or jealousy or a mix of both, I don't even know myself, I want to start everything over

8357 - 

Honestly i dont get why its such a shock but for some reason reading abt how thirteen year old me tried to give myself an eating disorder is a little crazy

51465 - 

i can’t believe that was a year ago now

51465 - 

I'm talking abt my ex that I left 2 yrs ago since I lost feelings for him from all the shit he's done to me

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and now I'm wondering maybe I was the problem

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Also its a little funny bc i was genuinely too bug backed to go through with it

51465 - 

it's hard to get over it coral, was he your first?

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*big

51465 - 

How so?

44136 - 

How so coral?

44136 - 

Yeah he was my first relationship, he always pointed out that I keep forgetting abt important dates and thinking I didn't care about him

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I think it was my incompetence that led him to be sort of violent towards me

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