I want to leave but i know things will fall apart if i do

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Purple im so confused isnt he basically making shit up

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I dont even have the money to leave

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i'll never be worthy of love

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i'll always be

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have your parents hurt you

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just a body

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My mom yeah

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You got a soul too red

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My dad maybe a few times

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has she treated you the way she’s meant to in any capacity

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always a body to use, never a person to love

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And purple isnt that guy just making shit up

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half half. litterly no definition says i SA'd him at all but i did touch him, like he does to me not in a weird way

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besides bare minimum

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i'll always be a burden

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I think you just need a straight up convo with him purple

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She gave up on teaching me when i was four, she only cooks for herself but shes nice some days

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what do i say yellow

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like lay everything out and really talk about it

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So shes not really a mom

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just say what youve said here simples

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Our dog whos dead now was more of a mom than her

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should i say it in person or on msg, i sit next to him in class on monday

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be confident in your own words bc you know what happened you know whats right and wrong

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and she completely denies her bpd? doesn’t try to get better

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Never let a person use you, Let a person guide you to things you never understood

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say in person never over text

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Yeah, she used to go to therapy and shes had different medications but she just outright denies its real

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it just seems like something that needs a chat so you can both tell how the other one feels properly

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She thinks the doctors she talked to were crazy

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Without the overthinking and miscommunication

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Open it uo with saying lets have a proper talk

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should i just be like 'i'm sorry if it made u uncomfortable but it wasn't weird at all, i won't do it if you weren't fine with it'

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whatever happens when you leave has nothing to do with you

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she can only help herself

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i want to end my life

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Just ask him about it all, you shouldnt be apologising if you didnt do anything

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My dads told me if i leave he will, and my brother isnt fit for any kind of life without depending on someone

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and if it made him feel bad then he should tell you its not your fault

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