Idk ive been mentally ill my entire life but i think im getting better. I just wish i had people in real life to talk to without wanting to die

51465 - 

I'm happy for them because he's finally changed, but the damage he dealt to me still hasn't left

8357 - 

Sometimes u need to stop digging lol a person can change from a year ago

53606 - 

Scratching my coochie

57898 - 

Or from 4 months ago

53606 - 

Lmao

57888 - 

tell me why im at fucking school saturday morning

50752 - 

now I don't know whether I will ever change from my old habits, I don't want to live in spite because of him, I want to get him out of my mind, the memories of the past haunt me so much

8357 - 

I'm a bad bitch suck some dick

57898 - 

I didn't deserve to be mentally abused by some prick who thought loved me, it was my FIRST relationship and I was his 6th and I was just made as a pawn, now he lives happily with his girlfriend

8357 - 

Some people are just so deranged that even if u help them they are just fcking hopeless sigh

53606 - 

which I am happy for but fucking shit stay tf away from me

8357 - 

Truee

44136 - 

just know he'll get what he deserves, you reap what you sow lmaoo

50752 - 

What happened coral if i may ask?

44136 - 

I don't know what to do in order to get rid of these weird feelings, is it anger or jealousy or a mix of both, I don't even know myself, I want to start everything over

8357 - 

Honestly i dont get why its such a shock but for some reason reading abt how thirteen year old me tried to give myself an eating disorder is a little crazy

51465 - 

i can’t believe that was a year ago now

51465 - 

I'm talking abt my ex that I left 2 yrs ago since I lost feelings for him from all the shit he's done to me

8357 - 

and now I'm wondering maybe I was the problem

8357 - 

Also its a little funny bc i was genuinely too bug backed to go through with it

51465 - 

it's hard to get over it coral, was he your first?

50752 - 

*big

51465 - 

How so?

44136 - 

How so coral?

44136 - 

Yeah he was my first relationship, he always pointed out that I keep forgetting abt important dates and thinking I didn't care about him

8357 - 

I think it was my incompetence that led him to be sort of violent towards me

8357 - 

Ahh lmao huhu sounded so familiar

44136 - 

familiar howw?

8357 - 

Tangina sakit m rin

57899 - 

how was it familiar to you red?

8357 - 

the way that i deserve anyway

50752 - 

Bat anhirap ibalance sayo pero sakin di nmn naging mahirap ket kailan

57899 - 

yellow redbull tastes like ass

57900 - 

no that someone that is meant for me would treat me 10x better

50752 - 

Tangina tlg kung de ako magchchat la na e

57899 - 

Wouldnt it be useless to defend yourself to an anonymous

53606 - 

Anyone can b any1

53606 - 

Lagi nalang pagod oagof pagod pmbzbzbzbzb pero pisti bat sakin

57899 - 

right

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