and then it started adding up to 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 ,6 ,7 . Then I figured out.

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so i was her first friend

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His dad told me what happen

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When I love a boy, Its a dif kinda love <3 I'm gentle, Goofy, I'm litterly everything. It's just some boys dont talk to me or treat me the way I like it, or they just dot try hard enough. And thts why

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They dont see that side

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And It hert me that Knowing I very pretty, and Gorgeous. But just they dont care, I understand some will try, but I wanna be able to see a difference in you to know that you tryed

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U can try to put in the effort your trying to put in for me and I'll still love but, I wont feel the same love if ur not willing to love or give me that attention back the same way,

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right

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U might see ur self ugly but Really I think ur handsome, I dont hate, Unless you hate first

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Men with the brightest hearts might be hard to find, an thats because Theres not lots of them like that. If that makes sense

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well i mean you could always pray to god to take good care of him

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and my boyfriend is the same way im obsessesed with him

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I feel like when I see a boy, I can tell they wanna be "The Right Guy" but sometimes they just dont really try, And sometimes They prob will try. They just dont know how to be that perfect person

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And yk what. Nobodys perfect. Execpt Lord <3 He is perfect because he gave us a life, But we really just dont know how to live it cause we never asked him we wanted this life but He wanted us to .

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I dont now if i made sense

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i cant read your messages becuase they dissapear so fast

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touch them

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god gave him only son to be on this earth and to give us a life we never had before

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Being Alive is Fascinating cause you get to understand lots of things you never knew about but mentally Ur hert and dont knw how to fix it cause you feel like ur gonna think its weird to talk about it

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Im so dead lmao

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right

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whats it called when ur hungry but just dont have the desire to eat?

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Let me think hld up

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Like nothi g

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Like i feel like i just dont want to eat anything, it makes me sick when i try to eat tho

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Same with me. I wanna eat but I dont want to

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yeah, i used to eat alot and then my mental health got pretty low. Like i dont even get hungry. I know i have to eat tho. I just cant

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Stress, anxiety, or depression can affect your appetite.

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Found it on google...

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I vape tho, so its like idk if its the nicotine or what

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Yeah thats what i think it is but idk

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but atp i dont rlly care about eating, like im so dead and blunt. I feel like im just here but im not actually here

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I feel like being single is like being hungry and also not hungry, cause Sometimes I like bein single and sometimes I hate it, Same with food. Im hungry but sometimes i don't wanna eat

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hello?

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Hello

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Make sence?

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I love making him bricked up in class

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????

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I don't know whether I was a good girlfriend or not

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Lmao

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