why is life so full of shit

49443 - 

I never asked to be here but I still am

57888 - 

I hate that I've done many bad things and my parents no longer believe or trust me for what ever i say or do

57888 - 

i literally just want to be dead atp

49443 - 

my dad told me to slit my wrists and i mean bet

49443 - 

Do you mentally, but physically still wanna see what happens along ur future

57888 - 

i may be massivly overthinking this, but i think my friend is accusing me of SA. can i tell the whole story to someone

9669 - 

I honaslty forgot got my Abc's and 123's

57888 - 

go for it

49443 - 

Yes

57888 - 

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

57907 - 

I know it happened when i was like one but im still uncomfortable that my mom wanted to kill me and my dad then herself

57814 - 

Im so tired of being lonely

57907 - 

we're both 15 and we were on a school trip abroad and i was being 'touchy' with him but not in a sexual way at all. i was like holding his shoulder and jsut things like that (he does that aswell)

9669 - 

Never be afriad to tell ur feeling, bc I bet the people around to wanna do the same and feel the same

57888 - 

Theres so many people in the world so how did i end up here alone

57907 - 

Ur not alone

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<3

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we shared a bed and i was just playing around - nothing weird- and he put his arm around me. next day i asked him and he said i did it first

9669 - 

i wish when my parents say they’re gonna kill me they were being fr

49443 - 

So frustrated rn

57907 - 

She still doesn't admit she has bpd despite the literal diagnosis shes had for years and at this point im realizing how much danger ive been in

57814 - 

I know how yall feel, I'm listening

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flashforward to 3 months later (today) and i was looking at his reddit and he was commenting on loads of posts about SA. we had a slight arguemnt yesterday when he bought it up. what do i do, am i

9669 - 

im on such a heavy course of meds rn i hope they work

57907 - 

that sucks, unmanaged bpd can become terrifying

49443 - 

overthing. i have bad anxiety lol

9669 - 

I want to leave but i know things will fall apart if i do

57814 - 

Purple im so confused isnt he basically making shit up

57907 - 

I dont even have the money to leave

57814 - 

i'll never be worthy of love

57908 - 

i'll always be

57908 - 

have your parents hurt you

49443 - 

just a body

57908 - 

My mom yeah

57814 - 

You got a soul too red

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My dad maybe a few times

57814 - 

has she treated you the way she’s meant to in any capacity

49443 - 

always a body to use, never a person to love

57908 - 

And purple isnt that guy just making shit up

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