i block him every single time something goes wrong and i ghost him for hours and during these hours im relapsing and self destructing

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literallt what the fuck is wrong with me

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Well

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im a horrible boyfriend

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Maybe dotnt be so hard on yourself and

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Just try to think why youa re so angry

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Taht will help

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I swear

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its so hard to calm tf down i need to address these emotions and stop running tf away

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Well try starting with wat you feel

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And why you feel it

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literally he wont even be doing anything wrong and if a minor inconvience pops up i start swearing and getting angry and fuck my life

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That will help

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Sorry gotta go

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like how can i not hate myself

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Like i said

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im aware and i dont change

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hes going to leave me and im going to fucking kill myself

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Well self acceptance is the first step to chage

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fuck my stupid ass life literally why did i have to be traumatised and have my entire brain fucked up and changed

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shorturl.at/Jkz54

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He wony leave eyou if he looves yput heart for who you are in your heart

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i need to apologise to him

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Yea

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Bye

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just let me go stab myswlf 20 times first god when the anger dies down the guilt is the worst

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gtg

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Dotnt think like that

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We love you

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Idek maybe ill bring it up with my therapist but god talking about relationship issues is so embarrassing

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And understand uou

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Dotnt ebe

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Everyone has issues

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litwrally me

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fml i gotta go jump off a cliff

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shorturl.at/Jkz54

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hey guys

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is anyone on rn

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hellloooooooooo

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anyone in chat

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