Okayyy, when

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When I really just wanted to likee yappp?

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I consider likeee

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I have this new found like energy to like

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But I wanna go back to the part where I'm more calm..

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It is nice to say you miss someone

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Like literally, sometimes it felt like if I'll be too much of myself

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I would not give like

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chance for others to likee approach me or see me although, I think I'm beyond it

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lmaoo hahahahah

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Why is the chat so empty? it's so unnerving lmao

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It's like it usually not the case? hahaha

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alright, I'll just probably wait till there's someone

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Why was it so silent? no reprimands?

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I remember someone saying, "ah so your're stupid" I sometimes think that this people are likee

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By any chance, did they see it?

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Hence that's why? the chat's awfully quiet tbh

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Oh my god, now that I read my statements. i do sound likee I'm beyond someone geez that's so sad

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Why is this so unnerving? like a punishment..? or that they all just leave?

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But i think its also a great opportunity for me to really express what I feel without feeling the need of jusgment or pleasing somebody

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im genuinely such a parasite. ive molded my personality to fit everyone else and to make others happy to the point i feel worthless. im even questioning if my partner loves the actual me

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genuinely starting to question if i even love my partner who is absolutely perfect for me. but im tired of pretending who they think i am or want me to be

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oh, at least you have a partner who is absolutely perfect for you

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what is the actual you?

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like who is the actual you?

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Oh you mean what?

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hi

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anyone

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grreeen u there

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hiii there

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does therapist tell your shit to your family

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anyone??

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And I wont get entertained out of pity...

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can i lie to my therapist about my identity

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like fake name and stuff

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my clasmates are racist

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yes... but no i guess?

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hmm

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really.

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Hi

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