the 5% should be her telling me how to cope

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i did tell her

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and what happened?

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we had one session after that but she told me nothing except "wElL wHaTeVeR's HaPpeNinG jUsT leT iT hApPeN"

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IF I WANTED IT TO LET IT HAPPEN WHY WOULD I EVEN COME TO YOU

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seems something happened that you were resisting about?

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that you couldnt accept or so?

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most therapists have it good, yknow theyre making buttloads of money per client all they have to do is sit and talk

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i don't think i'll make it through december

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i dont think i will make it through december too

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anyways i gotta go now

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have a nice life folks

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you open for real talk in discord?

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does love means being a dumb fuck to you?

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think about it then

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theres your answer

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does forgiveness means two people have to be close to each other?

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:)

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can you?

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would a person who grew up with loving thoughts care and respect say things like your a dumb fuck worhtless peice of shit to others?

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no right or wrong. its all about influence cause and effect

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i had to lock myself up in the bathroom 30 minutes because my dad got drunk

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so if your father says filthy words and you expect him to say kindness that wont happen

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yea the tree bares its fruit

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so you know what will happen to you if you wouldnt work it out?

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hmmmmm

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