ive literally lost all motivation - _BlueHairGirl!_

102010 - 

I'm the type of person who'd probably stab themselves just for the other person to praise them

101719 - 

I don't have control over my own body when I go out, I just lie about everything all the time

101719 - 

I try to appeal presentable, and nice, and like someone who the other person wouldn't want to hurt, and my fawn response is killing me

101719 - 

I hate school.

101719 - 

It's where I get to feel like I'm not the person who owns this body

101719 - 

It's where a literal mirror of understandable likeability takes place over my flesh, and I cannot even say anything

101719 - 

I'm forbidden over saying anything.

101719 - 

I do not have any control over my decidions, over my words.

101719 - 

I hate it there.

101719 - 

I have to bow down and take it from racist, homophobic, transphobic fucks I have to

101719 - 

I HAVE TO.

101719 - 

Everyone else gets to have a say over who I am and what I look like and what I do other than me

101719 - 

Everyone else gets to decide what is right

101719 - 

What's wrong

101719 - 

hellooo

101702 - 

Anyone here?

101702 - 

T T

101719 - 

fuck everyone be a punk - PUNK

101165 - 

is anyone here

102103 - 

I know that this isnt the right channel for this but no one in the other ones listens

102103 - 

I think I was sa’d and that it was my fault

102103 - 

blue, would you like to talk abt it? - star

102003 - 

Is it scary living in Europe? Im about to move to sweden in a month from Ethiopia and i jist finished high-school

35400 - 

I hate it

95995 - 

I just talked with alleged mother

95995 - 

she is so evil

95995 - 

she is uncaring monster

95995 - 

she is disgusting and cruel

95995 - 

it would be better if she had never existed

95995 - 

she is the cause of my suffering

95995 - 

along with the father

95995 - 

they are okay with me starving

95995 - 

they seem not to flinch

95995 - 

and even look me in the eye

95995 - 

she said she will not help me for nothing

95995 - 

as if it was some bussiness

95995 -