I cant. Theyll hurt mr.

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Me*

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And if i say nothing, then im depressed and selfish and i need to go to a mental hospital.

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I dont wanna do this anymore.

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Did you try standing up? Maybe that would help but not like in a mean way

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I mean.. standing up.? Ive tried.

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So many times.

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Do they just come to you and start yelling out of nowhere?

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No.

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I always fuck up.

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Do things im not supposed to.

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Like what?

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Cutting, watching yt, dark humor, being alive, not going to the mental hospital-

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Oh. Also smoke. I do that a lot.

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And drink. I drink more than i smoke.

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I'm guessing you dont like the mental hospital that much?

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No.. the kids there tried to SA me.

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And why you didnt tell anyone?...

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I.. counldnt.

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I was too shocked to.

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Frozen, my mouth wouldn’t move.

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Well, I think it might be time to start to do it tbh

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HAHA

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I just

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I could.. but i dont wanna make it worse..

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Or go back there.

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You wont make it worse and I think you would receive the help you actually need

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But.. i dont even know how to ask

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I barely talk anymore.

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Isn't there someone in that hospital you trust at least a little?

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No.

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I dont.. like to trust them.

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Sometimes I think I'll never amount to anything at any point in my life

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Maybe the male/lgtbq+ workers, but that’s only because ill talk to them.

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What is what you have if you dont mind me asking? Also hello there light red

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Helloooo there

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Hmm? It mustve been a typo or smth. Idk what i type anymore :/

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How are you?

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I'm asking what kind of mental problem you have or disorder that you need to go there

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Could be better but not the worst so thats a plus side :) You?

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