So many times.

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Do they just come to you and start yelling out of nowhere?

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No.

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I always fuck up.

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Do things im not supposed to.

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Like what?

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Cutting, watching yt, dark humor, being alive, not going to the mental hospital-

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Oh. Also smoke. I do that a lot.

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And drink. I drink more than i smoke.

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I'm guessing you dont like the mental hospital that much?

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No.. the kids there tried to SA me.

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And why you didnt tell anyone?...

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I.. counldnt.

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I was too shocked to.

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Frozen, my mouth wouldn’t move.

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Well, I think it might be time to start to do it tbh

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HAHA

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I just

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I could.. but i dont wanna make it worse..

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Or go back there.

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You wont make it worse and I think you would receive the help you actually need

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But.. i dont even know how to ask

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I barely talk anymore.

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Isn't there someone in that hospital you trust at least a little?

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No.

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I dont.. like to trust them.

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Sometimes I think I'll never amount to anything at any point in my life

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Maybe the male/lgtbq+ workers, but that’s only because ill talk to them.

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What is what you have if you dont mind me asking? Also hello there light red

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Helloooo there

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Hmm? It mustve been a typo or smth. Idk what i type anymore :/

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How are you?

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I'm asking what kind of mental problem you have or disorder that you need to go there

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Could be better but not the worst so thats a plus side :) You?

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I'm not good at all ngl

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Ohhh. Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, underage drug use, and also underage smoking :)

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I really think you should talk to one of them, you cant let SA slip like nothing

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I'm sorry to hear that I'm sending all positive thoughts your way :)

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Yes, but.. its emberrasing to talk about :/ (also, thanks corral / light red)

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SA is a lot more common then you think, a lot of ppl deal with it or even have thoughts of it, so talking about it might surprise you sometime if you chose to do so :)

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