Its green :)

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I got some sleep ^^

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I really get along with older people rather than people my age or near my age..

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Wow its not active in the daytime. Note taken.

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Is.. anyone actually here.?

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Damn.

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I hate my life right now. I cant say I am okay and I cant say I am not. I cant open up to anyone coz I know that no one will understand me instead they will just judge me.

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I don't wanna keep going...

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Oh. So im not alone. Lol.

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You arent alone

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i dont know hpw long can I keep going on

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Good to know, red ;]

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What's going on?

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Everything and nothing i guess.

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Share a bit

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Erm.. my parents hate me.. they always yell at me and fight a lot.

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And all i wanna do now is be anywhere but here.

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I dont wanna talk to people.. buti want friends.

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And i wish a gallon of bleach down my throat would kill me.

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Did you try ignoring them? When they yell. Go to another room

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I cant. Theyll hurt mr.

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Me*

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And if i say nothing, then im depressed and selfish and i need to go to a mental hospital.

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I dont wanna do this anymore.

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Did you try standing up? Maybe that would help but not like in a mean way

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I mean.. standing up.? Ive tried.

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So many times.

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Do they just come to you and start yelling out of nowhere?

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No.

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I always fuck up.

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Do things im not supposed to.

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Like what?

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Cutting, watching yt, dark humor, being alive, not going to the mental hospital-

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Oh. Also smoke. I do that a lot.

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And drink. I drink more than i smoke.

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I'm guessing you dont like the mental hospital that much?

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No.. the kids there tried to SA me.

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And why you didnt tell anyone?...

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I.. counldnt.

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I was too shocked to.

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