I dont know what to do

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I feel like people are there but then disappear😭🐨

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Wdym blue?🐨

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I feel trapped

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on other hand I dont want to exist

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on the other, I m scared of suicide

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scared of failed method, pain

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Hi

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Is anyone here

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Real, im sorry your going through that though🐨

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Hi red!🐨

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Hi hru?

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Atm Actually good tbh🐨

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Thats good!

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I dont like it so much that people stigmatize this topic

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I had nationals for dance this weekend and i got 1st and 2nd!🐨

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Thats so cool! Nice job!! Also what topic blue?

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Hru?🐨

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suicide

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Ty🐨

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also just dishonesty in general

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and forcing people to be dishonest

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Yeah it can be a hard topic for some people🐨

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or at least pushing them there

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I think they make it hard

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Im okayish- . And yeah I absoulutely hate the stigmatization around sucide.

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not sure of it but it feels like

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like, parents

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I see parents as so horrible people

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Oh god no i would never ever tell my parents abt how i feel🐨

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I can see how they canat least attempt to correct their wrongdoings

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Ive gotten close and they just got mad and thought of it as a joke🐨

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;/

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Thats good ig red🐨

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in my situation, they seem sly/smug

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and I hate it

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when they impose fear

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Sorry im late on the reply my device is glitchy af😭🐨

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they speak in a way/ use voice tones that inflict fear

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I could hear it in conversations

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