why would I "try

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that seems like another trap/burden

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I tried for last ~26 years seems like

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even me killing myself would seem like trying

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I would rather not be pushed to do that

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and I m

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I m pushed to do that

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people seem to be so stupid

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Sorry i keep disappearing im just a lil dizzy right now🐨

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it seems either predetermined/set up

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or I dont know what it is

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no worries from my side

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it seems like I talk with myself whatever myself is

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and you I guess

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I dislike people around me so much

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they seem so short sighted

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lol im sorry i cant help that much atm im trying to make my head stop hurting without od like last time😅🐨

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Yea people are the worst sometimes🐨

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This is why im online :3🐨

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its all so evil

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relationships are evil, they are transactional and too risky

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at least how they look like now

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and why have relationships in first place?

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People are evil, life is evil, evrything is evil and you kinda just have to live with jt and focus on the not so evil things in life🐨

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why would one be lacking anything in silence?

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Idk to feel loved?🐨

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but why any requirements?

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Je ne sais pas, ive never been in a relationship🐨

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Have u?🐨

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it isnt "love" anyways if its conditional

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what is relationship?

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in this context

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I think when I was around 2-3 years old I kind of was close to someone I think

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or it was 3-5

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it seems so distant

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Sometimes I wish I could lend you my ears

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Lend you my thoughts

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lend you my tears

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everyone goes through grief rigjt

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How do u remember that🤣🐨

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