Im too tired to get out of this fucking prison..

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but still gotta keep going

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elaborate some green

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yeah somehow, you have to

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I just wanna drown in vodka and watch my troubles float up in smoke.

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I dont wanna escape my mind

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Im done trying..

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no matter how bad it gets , i just wanna live till i can

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i thought nothing i did mattered

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i had some lychee ,top tier stuff

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stupid

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ilia is fkin champ

97003 - 

I still cant sleep.

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Ugh.

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man don't think about this too much

97003 - 

do something else

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Like what..?

97000 - 

watch ufc

97003 - 

go out

97003 - 

have some good food

97003 - 

sunday is full of life

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I have to pump at 4 so theres no point in me going to sleep now, instead i have to wait til after i pump at 5 and sleep til 6

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based

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pjmptil 5

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I dont wanna eat.. I’m too fat. i dont have the energy to go out.. idk what ufc is.

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Ill rest my eyes

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what's bothering you really ? (green)

97003 - 

avoiding emotions is a temporary fix

90745 - 

Apathy. Or rather, my life feels apathetic. The opposite of love. Like nothing.

97000 - 

My parents hate me,

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I hate myself,

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Yoo

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And i just want the screaming to fucking stoop.

97000 - 

Stop*

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tht doesn't mean you can't enjoy your time

97003 - 

How cam i enjoy it..?

97000 - 

Hi

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do something you enjoy , indulge with someone you love to be around

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What do i do

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..

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