I'mma just hop in and vent

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go on purple

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a dictator?

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and engineer?

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yeah, like how is that suppose to go hand in hand?

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what happened?

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Okay, I wish he cared

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I love this girl but i dont even know her name, just found her ID in instagram but she just got 79 followers

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i wanna know her name so bad

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hahaha, nyway my situationship right, he said I dont have to tell people, I dint like esp if it could do something

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So like

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Ask her?

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Anyway, I just had a thought na wala nga sya dito just putting it out there

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ohhh so you both havent said a soul?

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Like he aint he type to really suffer, and I dont want him to suffer

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ohhh

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I am also uncomfy if makikita nya.. so its better. But boii did i love that guy haha

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.

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makikita nya...?

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pero anyway, he was my highschool crush and all of the fantasies bheb. like being together anf all. It would make me sad to see him with somebody elese

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but more reaon for ,me to focus on my life

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WOAHHH SO YOU FINALLY HAVE HIM NOW

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So anyway, I was just glad we get to spent a night together. haha although he seems really guarded.. which I understand .. but is uncomfy

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coz like why was he guarded? I'm not gonna do anything

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ouch

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So I was in my usual self.. and was trying to cheer him up

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why are you both unsure of the relationship?

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oh.. its complicated.. i dont know if he likes me enough

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or are we compatible.. can we go through a relationship?

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ohhhhh but he was your dream boy right

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and other details.. i dont wanna say coz it might hurt me

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Doesnt he love you?

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and that's like.. well

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Oh its alright

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maybe.. I dont know.. he might not.. he might love me

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ooops i think its too personal

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its alright purple

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but I dont wanna know.. and he's the only one who knows that

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atleast better than never being in one

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Yeah

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