maybe its because i abandoned all my high school friends

82367 - 

To fix a flower, change it’s soil, not the goddamn flower.

96984 - 

Bro i log pff for one sec and my colour is gone

96987 - 

Dont change yourself for them.

96984 - 

i just want someone to care about me

93218 - 

Change who you hang around.

96984 - 

at this point these people feel like a punishment

82367 - 

why do i lose sleep to hang out with people when they would never bother to be with me at my lowest points and would rather sleep

93218 - 

im constantly changing who i hang out with and assholes always find me somehow

82367 - 

even though its easier said than done, it is always worth it imo

56310 - 

why do they choose me

82367 - 

aight thanks yall ima go to bed now, i hope all u guys find peace

96987 - 

gn white !

56310 - 

i come from a nightshift, i didnt sleep, im upset as hell and instead of trying to be there for me, my gf just goes to sleep

93218 - 

Then say no. If they make you feel that way, say no. Tell them you dont fuck with people like that anymore.

96984 - 

why is everything more important than me

93218 - 

ik she needs sleep but she literally slept the whole night

93218 - 

i just wanted to not be alone

93218 - 

why am i forced to always be alone

93218 - 

why does nobody truly love and care for me

93218 - 

im always no bullshit with people like that but i only find out things after ive already become close with them

82367 - 

hey cyan sounds like you need to voice yourself to your close ones, ometimes they dont always know how youre feeling

56310 - 

do i really suck this bad

93218 - 

i've told them

93218 - 

i told my gf

93218 - 

purple do u just accept all the people who come in your life

95735 - 

all i get is passively aggressive response

93218 - 

no

82367 - 

she says she cares but i dont feel like she does

93218 - 

im so selective with my friends too

82367 - 

Then give yourself time to figure them out. If you dont know them, find out who they are.

96984 - 

Its not sureproof, but it helps.

96984 - 

at this point i have like 3 close friends

82367 - 

i dont ever feel like anyone's priority, while i prioritize the people i love most of the time

93218 - 

uh oh... i hate to say it cyan but she sounds like someone whos not genuine

56310 - 

i used to have 20ish

82367 - 

is this life? just endless loneliness because everyone truly only cares about themselves and nobody else?

93218 - 

espeically if theyre your partner, they should not be making you feel like youre going through this alone

56310 - 

i constantly get intrusive thoughts that these people are gonna end up being assholes too

82367 - 

I need a break.

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