i've been starving

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For now.

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Take a break from people.

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honestly, when people are at their lowest, no matter what, i feel like nothing works when youre so low

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it really is coral

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maybe

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Relax; get work done, clean your house if you have the energy.

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ive been told comforting words again and again when i feel upset, but they dont really work

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red text makes me wanna kms more honestly

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ive already been saying no to a lot of hangouts

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you can have my color red </3

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why does it matter so much and its such a huge deal when she is upset?

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That’s a great start, then! :D

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but when im upset she just gets frustrated with me

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i wish i could just stop showing emotions

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i feel like i slowly am

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CYANNN AHH YOURE WITH SUCH A WRONG PERSON IT HURTS ME PHYSCIALLY

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at this point theres only 2 people i can talk to stress free but i dont want to bother them all the time

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im afraid im manipulative or something and that im in the wrong

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everyone else is genuinely such a burden i swear to christ

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everyone keeps telling me that my gf sucks

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but i feel like its just me making people feel like she does

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Saying no is the best and greatest sign that you’re trying to get better, purple. You are making progress. :)

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like u are not getting anywhere for bullying people who sh man

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what if im just an ungrateful idiot

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</3

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what if im just selfish and want people to only focus on me

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I’m not a therapist.. i guess i should stop sayinng stuff like this.

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bro.. expecting HALF of what you do for your partner and NOT getting that is like

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maybe i should drink less but thays how ive been coping on the very low key

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i dont even know whats real

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Sorry.

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no youre good

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honestly all i want is to be alone and to get through college

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i mean, i know stuff around me is real and that im alive and living life, it just doesnt feel like its my life anymore

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im not sure what this means

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so i dont have to see these. bitches again

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im freaked out by it but i just cant be bothered anymore

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im afraid im slowly losing myself

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i can go far away

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