i've told them

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i told my gf

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purple do u just accept all the people who come in your life

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all i get is passively aggressive response

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no

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she says she cares but i dont feel like she does

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im so selective with my friends too

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Then give yourself time to figure them out. If you dont know them, find out who they are.

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Its not sureproof, but it helps.

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at this point i have like 3 close friends

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i dont ever feel like anyone's priority, while i prioritize the people i love most of the time

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uh oh... i hate to say it cyan but she sounds like someone whos not genuine

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i used to have 20ish

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is this life? just endless loneliness because everyone truly only cares about themselves and nobody else?

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espeically if theyre your partner, they should not be making you feel like youre going through this alone

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i constantly get intrusive thoughts that these people are gonna end up being assholes too

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I need a break.

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even the people they say they love

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i get so anxious

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But i dont wanna stop.

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sometimes i wish i didnt know anyone

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i feel so selfish for wanting someone to prioritize me over sleep

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but i literally do that with the people i love

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Hey, purple..?

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i dont blame them its just im annoyed

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Can i ask you a question..?

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rather be dead than deal witb this shit

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yeah

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Do you know.. yourself?

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if i killed myself one of these times would she even be upset? would she even be sorry for not being with me when i needed her?

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Really.

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definitely

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i wouldnt even be mad if it was the middle of the night

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Are you sure..?

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like ur taking away the thing that makes me feel somewhat responsible and now your saying that its unhealthy for me, mentally stable people pmo so much

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but it was 7am, she had already slept

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its the only thing im sure of anymore

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all i wanted was someone with me so im not alone

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Good.

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why am i not worth anything

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