i had a panic attack earlier becasue i was having intrusive thoughts about bad things happening ti me going outside and i feel a lot better now but the thoughts havent gone away

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anxiety attack not panic attack oops

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wa

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I wanna get on t but my parents..

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yall have a good day

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:[

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yk whats weird ive only been out for like a little less than 2 years but ive known for 5

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im gonna go watch blue eye samurai now

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take care

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i hope you can get on T soon enough green

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Thx :>

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genuinely dont know if i want T or not

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??????

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i somehow pass if im locked in

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its okay purple, take your time to figure it out, its better to be safe than sorry

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i hate having ocd so much. unmedicated depression + ocd + anxiety combo is insane im diagnosed 2 years now and have been suffering for most of my life from it

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ive learned half of passing is confidence ???

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Imma fly to italy or somewhere in europe and never tell my parents and fake my death.

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i just want to live

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THATS SO REAL THO, as soon as i got on T my confidence went way up and i started passing better just 1 week on T in

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i want to live

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youll be okay yellow, i promise nothing bad is gonna happen to you

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i dont want to just survive feeling like im on the verge of death 24/7

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deadass wasnt out in high school and i transitioned when i hit college and a lot of my friends thought i was cis at first

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Yellow.. I wish i could say the same sometimes. i just wanna give up now..

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thank you cyan

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But im not tryna be a pick me so i should stop venting :/

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Anyways-

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thats funny, i started working before i had my legal name changed from my deadname to my new name so ppl at work know

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but the new hires dont know unless someone tells them

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most people domt know mime even though its not legally changed yet

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i believe in you green, it’s really hard, i want to give up aswell a lot of the times, but i promise you it’s not the easy way out and i hope youre okay green

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i gotta get that done😭

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good luck purple

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its just a pain in the ass

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youre not a pick me at all for that, its a venting site and u can say anything you want here

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Thanks, a lot yellow.

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i just wish i didnt look like a 12 years old boy lol

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we can do this!!!

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dog real

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